Friday, January 29, 2010

You must love yourself



You yourself as much as anybody else in the universe deserve your love and affection. ~ Buddha

The person who loves himself only can be liked and loved by others. We know what we are. If we have the good qualities in us and feel good about it, then others will be charmed by us. Only then will others admire us.

But, how do you love yourself? You can do that only after imbibing the good qualities that'll charm people. Are you ready to do this?




i m lucky, u r thr for me

taking pic v my cute portrait...


Loud Speaker's CNY angpao~ so cute.....


Loud Speaker's K room's wall.....


a way to release stress?? Ivy, hugs.....


Oranges




This will be the final sem....the "last but not least"......
mandarin oranges for my coursemates and lecturers......


Friday, January 22, 2010

Mummy, I love U



Thank you for loving me,
Having me in.
All you have given
Now I hold within.
Kid in a vacuum
You made your own,
Or else I had been
Unborn and unknown.*










I turn, and you are there for me;
I speak, you understand.
I feel cared for, but also free;
You lead but don't command.





I'm fortunate that I was born
To someone just like you;
I love you, not just as my mom,
But for what you are and do.


p/s: * daughter & mum... look alike?* XD

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Phi + Psi = Pisai ( in hokkien means nose shit a.k.a tahi hidung)

I m totally lost in U…

Lost in P.D.E….

I can’t catch up on what my lecturer taught, he use a lot verbal teaching method… even a long long equation, he just read it and we need to ON our ears clearly… I did ON it…full volume kok… but still hin hin….

The example for the equation (read):

3 w phi phi plus 3 w psi psi plus in bracket 6 p plus 1 w phi plus in bracket 6 q plus 2 sqroot 3 w psi plus in bracket 3 p sqr plus 3 q sqr plus p plus 2 sqroot 3 w equal to zero.

Dushhh………..

At the end, I only remember Phi+Psi= Pisai

Next…

Lecturer: ok…now try to classify… …..bla bla bla….

Students: “????”

Lecturer: yes, do it… NOW…do it…quick…

Jess: ape ni?

Nadiah: huh???

Jess: mcm ni ke?

Eifa: ye kot…

Jess, nadiah, eifa : ENtah la….

Jess: *yawning*

In fact, he is a good lect and showed his hard work in teaching…..

But I can’t learn like that…

Tell me, tell me…who will be my guide??

“Craving my PDE’s book & notes at room lorrrrrrr”



Tuesday, January 19, 2010

*smile again*


My moody mood gone d....
after i got this....
haha.....
(girls..... *giggle*)

so full~
i ate a lot today...
dinner--->bread---->milo---->sundae choc--->? (planning to eat f.fried, keropok,..etc) but....

Gosh! what's goin on v me today!
failed my diet plan......urrr.....


Thanks to my friend who acc me to McD...
*smile*






stupid B.I.G

B.I.G buttock!!!


Last nite study my boring subject (pend. kekeluargaan), make me felt asleep, so i called my bff, Max at Kuching. talk with her bout my probs and she told me her "ridiculous" probs too. Told me about her study and friendship prob again.... sitting at the bench outside my hostel wing, feeling so cold and sleepy, so we hang up the call, and get back to my own room. study awhile then went to bed by 12am. This morning wake up at 9am and get ready for 10am class... P.D.E... my head is spinning coz the lecturer teach too fast.....haiz~ blur me..... then at 11am, Pend.Kekeluargaan class (Hypnotism class) i tot i gonna have quiz 2day, but the class suddenly canceled. huh~ hapi for 2 secs~ while waiting for bus at my fac, i heard that we will have the BIG taklimat 2mro but not confirm... i start pek chek d..... when i heard "B.I.G", these 3 alphbts.....i hate it!!!! Then lunch with my cozmates at U7cafe... suddenly received a sms and call from my class monitor, Amir. He told me that my name for the B.I.G olahraga is in the 5th-7th list.. [SHIT!! i will be back to Kch on 5th].... i really hate my fac management.....they always change the date or anything last minute without any earlier notice... never consider the east m'sia students who oledi bought expensive ticket back hometown... [@#$%^&*#$%^&] urgghh!!! dun care la... change it this thursday....... no hal~ my head gonna burst, so i decided to go to komplex sukan to take a breath....

At Badminton Courts

play badminton with my cozmates [feel like wan to play til my racket terpelanting, putus, patah!!!] and workout at the gym [use the air walker until it burst smoke]...... release my anger..... All because of the B.I.G program that organized by my faculty....ALL BECAUSE OF U!!! Today i feel very pek chek & tension...... KNS..PISSED OFF~ bleck!!!


ya...u...B.I.G....damn u....get it?

Saturday, January 16, 2010

My Mr. Elmo















My Mr. Elmo said "Show me ur smile~"
This is my new toy!! hehe..............


2day went to CS, shopping whole day......
my legs so painful~ huhu~
but.....happy happy happy!....... shop with 2 bffs (Ivy & MC)...
i spent arn rm150 today... coz can't find suitable clothes....
only bought a sunblock (skin food), Veet (watson), 1 blouse, 3 singlets, 1 face cleanser sponge...ate nice XXL crispy fried chicken chop, loh mee, passion fruit milk tea with topping, salad pokpiah
and kan lao pan mian...hehe.........


Thursday, January 14, 2010

DIY -manicure- ^^


Simple manicure for myself

light pink...

what do u guys think?

nice?
haha...
Jess ShokSendiri!

lalalala~




An evening view

view from my hostel.....



Standing here alone
Enjoying the evening breeze
and nice evening view
for the last semester
in UTM
sounds hard to believe
the nerdy jess 1st day arrived in UTM
felt just like yesterday

i used to think a lot
thinking that.....
what have i learn...
who did i met...
which moment i like the most...
who hurt me a lot...
who bring the best in me...
what subject i like the most...
what stupidest thing i have done...
am i happy?
what actually i want?
i m so confuse...

looking at the blue orange evening sky again...
talking to myself....
reminisce the past...
only me...
alone here tonight...

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Aggressive Lecturer's Power Leg


Specially designed this for my roommate.....haha.....
she is so stress everyday came back from classes... she told me that she got a lecturer who is very aggressive. The lecturer can't control himself, he will kick the dustbin/basket, throw ppl's pen, scold ppl....whenever his students can't do the questions he asked.
pity rommate.....
frighten by her lecturer.... can't sleep well.... bad dream, bad dream..... kolian.....

Monday, January 11, 2010

原来 [处女座]的我。。。


无意中被我找到在电脑里的一篇文章。。。是朋友曾经寄来的一封email。。。 再读回一遍,真得让我发现。。。是有像到的咯!哈哈。。。




處女星座的女人

田希仁


你想擁有一個處女座的女子嗎?首先,請把肩膀上的頭皮拍一拍,頭髮梳梳整齊,指甲剪乾淨,換一套清清爽爽(還帶點洗衣粉香味)的衣服。然後你再慢慢的走近她。處女座的女子雖不見得個個貌美如花,但她百分之百是乾淨、清爽的。而且,她會要求你同樣合乎她的標準。

很多人對處女座的女人有著傳統、純潔、保守的印象。就像古時侯養在深宅大院的黃花大閨女。關於這一點我們可得要修正一下。

處女座的女性比較含蓄害羞是沒錯的,你幾乎無法看到一個處女座的女人在大庭廣眾大聲喧嘩,或是作出誇張的粗俗的動作。他們很細緻,很像個大家閨秀的樣子。至於是否純潔、傳統、保守,那就得看你對這些形容詞如何解釋了。

處女座的女人雖然不會是女性運動的發啟者,但也絕不會傳統盲目的接受一些不合理的安排。她雖然很少大聲疾呼,但內心卻很有自已的主張,而且固執的很呢!對於愛情、婚姻,她當然十分尊重,同時她也會盡心盡力的付出。但是當認定了這是一段不值得眷戀的感情之後,她會義無反顧的轉身而去。平時的她,看起來總有一種寧靜安詳的氣質,但請不要因此而忽略她絕頂冷靜、實際的頭腦

處女座的女子往往會傳達出一股自我壓抑的氣氛。這對許多男性來說,反到是一種特殊的吸引力。不過你千萬不要用過度熱情的方式追求她,粗俗的求愛行動會把她嚇跑的。處女座的女人的確會壓抑自已的情緒,但是她絕對不是沒有情緒。只是你必須要有耐性罷了。尋找到理想中愛情的處女座女子,是非常熱情而且浪漫的。這一點肯定值得你期待。

你一定聽說過,她是個完美主義者,一切事情都要求盡善盡美。處女座的女人實在很難忍受一個粗心大意笨手笨腳的人。還好她不是個喜歡要求別人幫忙的人,多數的時侯,她都會把自已的事情打理的妥妥貼貼,只是拜託你不要雞婆的去打擾她就行了。

而至於你所做的事情,如果你要請教她意見的話,最好先有一點心理準備。處女座的女人總能在你認為一切完美的情況下挑出一大堆毛病來。真的,她們往往有著與生俱來的分析與批評能力。我認識一對夫妻,太太是處女座的,她的老公有一次告訴我說:「我們結婚快十年了,好像從來沒有做過任何事情是完全符合她的標準的。她總會在我剛打掃完的浴室裡找出一大堆頭髮。我剛洗過的碗上面發現油漬。我剛記完的帳上挑出錯誤。我學聰明了,這些事兒乾脆全拜託她了,省得自已嘔!」這一招倒是挺管用的,也正因為如此,處女座的女人往往給人一種辛勤工作的印象,反正,能者多勞嘛!

不過,你最好要記得,不要隨便批評一個處女座女人。關於這一點她們的確是比較缺乏雅量的。在任何情況下,要她低頭認錯都是很困難的。或許你會覺得不公平,但是請你了解她嚴苛的自我要求已經對自已造成很大的壓力了,別人的批評她自然會受不了!其實她嘴上不承認,心裡可明白的很!

不要對你的處女座情人訴說一大堆遙不可及的夢想,她要的可是真真實實的人生。你那些不夠實際的計劃,會被她批評的漏洞百出。結果只是你自已討沒趣而已。但憑良心說,當你真的遇到問題的時侯,處女座的女人是非常好的談話對象。她會非常樂意為你分憂解勞。同時,以她冷靜清晰的頭腦,幫你理出事情的頭緒。處女座的女人總是能以理性而且溫和的態度,扮演好一個賢內助的角色。

你們的家會很乾淨,但也可能太乾淨了一些。我有個朋友說他最害怕請朋友到家裡去了,因為他那位處女座的太太總是五分鐘倒一次煙灰缸。要不就是把客人喝了還剩小半杯的咖啡,以迅雷不及掩耳的速度收走。只要是有人用過洗手間,她一定趕快進去清理一遍。弄得大家都十分的尷尬。當然,你的那位處女座小姐應該不至於那麼離譜。不過,你還是要有心理準備。她可能每天得花一兩個小時在浴室裡,從頭洗到腳,她可是一絲不苟,而且,她討厭你催她。

不要打亂她的生活秩序,處女座的女孩喜歡生活按部就班,如果你遲到、爽約,把她的時刻表弄得一團糟,她會非常生氣。當一個處女座女子生氣的時侯,她雖然不會張牙舞爪,但是她會一條條的數落你的罪狀,遣辭用句精準有力。而你唯一的辦法就是誠心認錯,別做無謂的辯駁。

娶了她,你就有了一個一流的會計師。你的帳本會清清楚楚,分毫不差。她不會喜歡鬧情緒。她會把自已打理的整整齊齊,不讓自已變成黃臉婆。你每天下班回家,都會有熱騰騰的晚餐。至於你的一切煩腦,她都會樂於分擔,他會耐心的聽你訴苦、冷靜的為你分析。你知道她是個完美主義者,她會努力地做一個完美的妻子。

因此,對於她那點吹毛求疵的毛病。和她要求你每天一定要洗澡的要求,你當然應該「欣然」的接受啦!