Monday, November 8, 2010

I have feeling too...

Sitting at home
I'm still thinking of you
You act like you don't care
Thinking about what to do

You say your life is a sad story
But won't accept my aid
You think I don't understand
But I have feelings too

There is always something wrong
A reason to be sad
Each time you ignore me
I'm getting a little mad

At first I'm polite
I think we're still friends
But still it continues
The torture never ends

I care a lot
A lot about you
But by the way that you act
Did you think that I had feelings too

You'd think that you would care
After all we've been through
You say people show their true colors
But the one who needs to change is you

Well now you're upset
And have reason to
But think about what you did to me
I have feelings too

Now that we're over
We are all through
You hate my guts
What would you do?

Now it's too late
I no longer care
If it really mattered?
You should have shared

~~~A really old poem from high school~~~

Saturday, September 4, 2010

My New Hair Color

Counting days, waiting for my two VVVIP come home... muackss!
Gonna have a blast September...oh...feel so great...

dyed a new hair color...


Brownie Hair



Pig Head


Monday, August 30, 2010

BORED BoReD bOrEd!!!!


somebody chat with me please......................

sien sien sien sien sien sien rrr~


Thursday, August 26, 2010

Melacca Trip Aug'10

20th-22nd August

3 and half hours from JB to Melaka....



A'Famosa 1st day - Animal World~

with beautiful eagle... 'she is cool' !

with b at wishing well~

At The Ranch Steak House, having our dinner....


2nd day~ water world~ nice!!! but sun burn, now bcm o lang... #$%%^^

1 hour from A'famosa resort to Melaka town...

2nd day nite~ to Melaka town~ Jonker's street....

3rd day~ to Melaka town again after checked out from A'famosa resort....

Lunch~~ famous chicken rice balls at Melaka.... super delicious! love it!

visited some historical places in Melaka b4 heading back JB.... HOT HOT weather!!


back to JB~

23rd- 25th August

shopping ~ new leather shoes, panda t-shirts and couple polo-T!!! love it! From HIM, thanks baby...
movie~ watching at MBO, U mall....
nice meals~ korean steamboat, japanese buffet, steak, ...& etc...
meet up with UTM's friends~ ming fong & hui yee~ thanks guys....
back to UTM settle convocation stuff~ hotel, studio, make up artist, convo fee! done~ hehe... =D

26th August

morning flight back to Kuching.... :(

i gonna miss u baby~
thanks for a great great holiday~ spending whole week with me~ c u on Sept!!! love ya....

i gained 1 kg after 1 week in JB~ swt =.=




Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Packing

feeling so great 2day....

woke up earlier than usual.... helping mum with some homework then take out my small hand luggage from the store... clean it...then start packing my things for 2mro...

Just hand-carry since just 6 days trip... :D
By Airasia flight....i must make sure my hand-carry not more than 7KG!!! fuhh~
a lots things to bring....but... orite nvm... reduce some more to make it below 7KG....

PACKED!!! 6.9KG...HAHAHA....

2mro dapao kolo mee.... put in handbag... wakaka....

Monday, August 16, 2010

August's 1st Blog.....

hi!!!!
wow....it has been a long long time din't update my blog...what else can i say bout Jess? Jess is a lazy panda...haha!
First of all, i would like to say a thousand million apologize to all my blogger friends for my absent in blogger for few months without writing anything on it....huhu....

After my final exam, my final sem in UTM, i really had a hard time to leave everyone in UTM who being my friends all this while, enjoy laughter 2gether, shared our tears, outing....especially for my dearest yung, my ji muis - ivy, mc, hy, mf,...., SMM's gengs & etc.... i really miss u guys!!!!

I still remember the last few days in UTM, i cried so hard in my room with my roomate, she purposely stayed longer in hostel (already finished exam for few days d) just to accompany me, spent more time 2gether talking in room while i was packing my stuff....

On the last day, she helped me carried and dragged my luggage into yung's car.... i tried my best not to cry bcoz my dear was thr.... my roomate followed us to airport... On the way to airport, i can see my roomate was crying quietly at the back seat by looking at the driving mirror.... my heart melted... hardly to control my tears drop down to my cheeks... gosh.... staring on my bf's left face while he was driving... felt like still got a lots of things want to tell him...but i dun wan to talk much coz i really scare i will cry like a crazy girl...haha....b4 reaching airport, my roomate gave me a hand-made card...she asked me to open it when i reached home...

When i reached Kch home, I saw my parents and family happy faces welcoming me back and congratz me for doing hard work in study....they r so proud of me... [HUGS] Thanks for the support all this while, mum, dad, sis n bro....love u all....I opened my luggages... opened the card from my roomate...OMG....i was crying so hard.... she wrote a long message for me with all cute and pictures of ours.... touching....i can't sleep that nite.... coz i really miss u guys.....love u dear...

After 1 week in Kch, my bf came back home~ he came back after settled his new workplace and new home in JB....I was attending a law (driving) class on the 1st day my bf came back kch.... after back from the class, he fetched me to have seafood dinner with his family at "Bunta" ( 1st time having dinner with his family....nervous....) haha! Enjoying doing sushi and having steamboat at his home too and of coz he also invited to have dinner v my family at satay house. That was celebrating Mother's Day too.... after 1 week, is time for him to go back JB again and start his 1st and new job... i m proud of u dear... u r the best....gambatte ne~

After few weeks in Kch, i found a part time job at tHe Spring... EVENT CREW... for Spell-It-Right.... two days job i earned rm160... it was tiring but fun....enjoy working with all KL SIR's staffs.... :)
On the next day i went to saloon to straighten my messy hair....haha....rm160 GONE.....

what else...?
Ahaks! i joined HIP HOP DANCE class now! unbelievable? Jess...u can do it, haha....
its true...i really joining a dance class at mendu road....Earth Dance....
with two funny dance teachers and a group of nice dance friends~

Having a enjoyable moment with my bbf too....maxine...
we went to take pichas at phil art :) haha....with July promotion....cheap....
Just want to try....


After 1 month, i received an interview invitation letter from ministry of education!!! lol....
prepared so hard for it.... what a stressful week i have after my study life....
i tried my best in it...and now i hope to get a good news soon....
thanks for family and friends support.... all the best to all of u too!

After interview....

I received my Convocation invitation letter...UTM 45th convocation....settled all the payment 2day....

i booked a ticket kch-jb & melacca too!........yahoo.... i m going to JB this Thursday to meet my honey b..... see ya guys!

to be cont.... aftr i come back from johor ya.... muacks!

Saturday, April 10, 2010

有你真好


有你真好 這時候 最能讓我想起你 多希望你在這裡 oh~~~ 你總是願意 把你的手心 借給我握緊 該往哪裡 我總是依賴著你 你是我的方向感 oh~~~ 我可以確定 你會帶著我 朝對的方向前進 I'm thinking of you. 我有你真好 你能讓煩惱變得渺小 我遇見一個最懂我的人 我會提醒自己 把這份愛收好 I'm thinking of you. 我有你真好 只要牽著你的手就知道 我不是一個人在這世界停靠 因為我擁有你 在我心裡 thinking of you. 有你真好 thinking of you. 嗚~哦~ 該往哪裡 我總是依賴著你 你是我的方向感 oh~~~ 我可以確定 你會帶著我 朝對的方向前進 I'm thinking of you. 我有你真好 你能讓煩惱變得渺小 我遇見一個最懂我的人 我會提醒自己 把這份愛收好 I'm thinking of you. 我有你真好 只要牽著你的手就知道 我不是一個人在這世界停靠 因為我擁有你 在我心裡 因為有你 我看見世界的美麗 I'm thinking of you. 我有你真好 只要牽著你的手就知道 我不是一個人在這世界停靠 因為我擁有你 在我心裡 I'm thinking of you. 我有你真好 只要牽著你的手就知道 我早已經歷永遠和缺少 因為我擁有你 在我心裡 thinking of you. 有你真好 thinking of you. 有你真好...

happy birthday to my dear bamboo......love u always...