永恒。。。

How u define the word FRIENDSHIP

It was a tired day for me, came back from class and tried to take a 30mins nap for that afternoon. Then have to start my revision for Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday tests.... Stress... i Can't close my eyes, my eyes were seriously tired but my mind keep on thinking and thinking.... so i make up my mind to ON my blog to read my friends' blogs and check on FB.... what i found???

something that can release my stress? something that add on my tension? something that make me happy? .........

T.T incidentally saw my 11 years (Kuching) BFF's status.... i was so shocked! and i can't believe that.... my heart felt so cold at that moment....for few mins... i MSN her, but she dint reply (coz away). so i wait... waiting and waiting......my heart beating so fast...... i tell myself "issit ME?" she referred to?? suddenly felt like wana CRY.....
30mins later....Tergggg~ (nudged~msn).....

finally she replied. i ask her wats goin on? is she ok? She told me that she is ok, only gt own prob...stress & tension.. (ME TOO! cry..) thats the only answer i got.....?!
i tell myslf, i trust u....

so i said,OK THEN , i also need to keep goin on with my revision...... BUT it takes whole day, can't focus on my book..... damn tired.....


WHY WHY WHY!!!


somebody? i need a shoulder to cry on~

P/S: writing this blog is simply to shout out my feeling.... nothing now..... we r ok....