You yourself as much as anybody else in the universe deserve your love and affection. ~ Buddha
The person who loves himself only can be liked and loved by others. We know what we are. If we have the good qualities in us and feel good about it, then others will be charmed by us. Only then will others admire us.
But, how do you love yourself?You can do that only after imbibing the good qualities that'll charm people.Are you ready to do this?
Thank you for loving me, Having me in. All you have given Now I hold within. Kid in a vacuum You made your own, Or else I had been Unborn and unknown.*
I turn, and you are there for me; I speak, you understand. I feel cared for, but also free; You lead but don't command.
I'm fortunate that I was born To someone just like you; I love you, not just as my mom, But for what you are and do.
I can’t catch up on what my lecturer taught, he use a lot verbal teaching method… even a long long equation, he just read it and we need to ON our ears clearly… I did ON it…full volume kok… but still hin hin….
The example for the equation (read):
3 w phi phi plus 3 w psi psi plus in bracket 6 p plus 1 w phi plus in bracket 6 q plus 2 sqroot 3 w psi plus in bracket 3 p sqr plus 3 q sqr plus p plus 2 sqroot 3 w equal to zero.
Dushhh………..
At the end, I only remember Phi+Psi= Pisai
Next…
Lecturer: ok…now try to classify… …..bla bla bla….
Students: “????”
Lecturer: yes, do it… NOW…do it…quick…
Jess: ape ni?
Nadiah: huh???
Jess: mcm ni ke?
Eifa: ye kot…
Jess, nadiah, eifa : ENtah la….
Jess: *yawning*
In fact, he is a good lect and showed his hard work in teaching…..
Last nite study my boring subject (pend. kekeluargaan), make me felt asleep, so i called my bff, Max at Kuching. talk with her bout my probs and she told me her "ridiculous" probs too. Told me about her study and friendship prob again.... sitting at the bench outside my hostel wing, feeling so cold and sleepy, so we hang up the call, and get back to my own room.study awhile then went to bed by 12am.This morning wake up at 9am and get ready for 10am class... P.D.E... my head is spinning coz the lecturer teach too fast.....haiz~ blur me.....then at 11am, Pend.Kekeluargaan class (Hypnotism class) i tot i gonna have quiz 2day, but the class suddenly canceled. huh~ hapi for 2 secs~ while waiting for bus at my fac, i heard that we will have the BIG taklimat 2mro but not confirm...i start pek chek d..... when i heard "B.I.G", these 3 alphbts.....i hate it!!!!Then lunch with my cozmates at U7cafe...suddenly received a sms and call from my class monitor, Amir. He told me that my name for the B.I.G olahraga is in the 5th-7th list.. [SHIT!! i will be back to Kch on 5th].... i really hate my fac management.....they always change the date or anything last minute without any earlier notice... never consider the east m'sia students who oledi bought expensive ticket back hometown... [@#$%^&*#$%^&] urgghh!!!dun care la... change it this thursday....... no hal~ my head gonna burst, so i decided to go to komplex sukan to take a breath....
At Badminton Courts
play badminton with my cozmates [feel like wan to play til my racket terpelanting, putus, patah!!!] and workout at the gym [use the air walker until it burst smoke]...... release my anger.....All because of the B.I.G program that organized by my faculty....ALL BECAUSE OF U!!!Today i feel very pek chek & tension......KNS..PISSED OFF~ bleck!!!
My Mr. Elmo said "Show me ur smile~" This is my new toy!! hehe..............
2day went to CS, shopping whole day...... my legs so painful~ huhu~ but.....happy happy happy!....... shop with 2 bffs (Ivy & MC)... i spent arn rm150 today... coz can't find suitable clothes.... only bought a sunblock (skin food), Veet (watson), 1 blouse, 3 singlets, 1 face cleanser sponge...ate nice XXL crispy fried chicken chop, loh mee, passion fruit milk tea with topping, salad pokpiah and kan lao pan mian...hehe.........
Standing here alone Enjoying the evening breeze and nice evening view for the last semester in UTM sounds hard to believe the nerdy jess 1st day arrived in UTM felt just like yesterday
i used to think a lot thinking that..... what have i learn... who did i met... which moment i like the most... who hurt me a lot... who bring the best in me... what subject i like the most... what stupidest thing i have done... am i happy? what actually i want? i m so confuse...
looking at the blue orange evening sky again... talking to myself.... reminisce the past... only me... alone here tonight...
Specially designed this for my roommate.....haha.....
she is so stress everyday came back from classes... she told me that she got a lecturer who is very aggressive. The lecturer can't control himself, he will kick the dustbin/basket, throw ppl's pen, scold ppl....whenever his students can't do the questions he asked.
pity rommate.....
frighten by her lecturer.... can't sleep well.... bad dream, bad dream..... kolian.....