Jessic@ da Panda Queen @@

I have feeling too...

2010-11-08T06:46:00.000-08:00

Sitting at home
I'm still thinking of you
You act like you don't care
Thinking about what to do

You say your life is a sad story
But won't accept my aid
You think I don't understand
But I have feelings too

There is always something wrong
A reason to be sad
Each time you ignore me
I'm getting a little mad

At first I'm polite
I think we're still friends
But still it continues
The torture never ends

I care a lot
A lot about you
But by the way that you act
Did you think that I had feelings too

You'd think that you would care
After all we've been through
You say people show their true colors
But the one who needs to change is you

Well now you're upset
And have reason to
But think about what you did to me
I have feelings too

Now that we're over
We are all through
You hate my guts
What would you do?

Now it's too late
I no longer care
If it really mattered?
You should have shared

~~~A really old poem from high school~~~

My New Hair Color

2010-09-04T23:02:00.000-07:00

Counting days, waiting for my two VVVIP come home... muackss!
Gonna have a blast September...oh...feel so great...

dyed a new hair color...

Brownie Hair

Pig Head

BORED BoReD bOrEd!!!!

2010-08-30T01:19:00.000-07:00

somebody chat with me please......................

sien sien sien sien sien sien rrr~

Melacca Trip Aug'10

2010-08-26T22:21:00.000-07:00

20th-22nd August

3 and half hours from JB to Melaka....

A'Famosa 1st day - Animal World~

with beautiful eagle... 'she is cool' !

with b at wishing well~

At The Ranch Steak House, having our dinner....

2nd day~ water world~ nice!!! but sun burn, now bcm o lang... #$%%^^

1 hour from A'famosa resort to Melaka town...

2nd day nite~ to Melaka town~ Jonker's street....

3rd day~ to Melaka town again after checked out from A'famosa resort....

Lunch~~ famous chicken rice balls at Melaka.... super delicious! love it!

visited some historical places in Melaka b4 heading back JB.... HOT HOT weather!!

back to JB~

23rd- 25th August

shopping ~ new leather shoes, panda t-shirts and couple polo-T!!! love it! From HIM, thanks baby...
movie~ watching at MBO, U mall....
nice meals~ korean steamboat, japanese buffet, steak, ...& etc...
meet up with UTM's friends~ ming fong & hui yee~ thanks guys....
back to UTM settle convocation stuff~ hotel, studio, make up artist, convo fee! done~ hehe... =D

26th August

morning flight back to Kuching.... :(

i gonna miss u baby~
thanks for a great great holiday~ spending whole week with me~ c u on Sept!!! love ya....

i gained 1 kg after 1 week in JB~ swt =.=

Packing

2010-08-18T01:08:00.000-07:00

feeling so great 2day....

woke up earlier than usual.... helping mum with some homework then take out my small hand luggage from the store... clean it...then start packing my things for 2mro...

Just hand-carry since just 6 days trip... :D
By Airasia flight....i must make sure my hand-carry not more than 7KG!!! fuhh~
a lots things to bring....but... orite nvm... reduce some more to make it below 7KG....

PACKED!!! 6.9KG...HAHAHA....

2mro dapao kolo mee.... put in handbag... wakaka....

August's 1st Blog.....

2010-08-16T05:58:00.000-07:00

hi!!!!
wow....it has been a long long time din't update my blog...what else can i say bout Jess? Jess is a lazy panda...haha!
First of all, i would like to say a thousand million apologize to all my blogger friends for my absent in blogger for few months without writing anything on it....huhu....

After my final exam, my final sem in UTM, i really had a hard time to leave everyone in UTM who being my friends all this while, enjoy laughter 2gether, shared our tears, outing....especially for my dearest yung, my ji muis - ivy, mc, hy, mf,...., SMM's gengs & etc.... i really miss u guys!!!!

I still remember the last few days in UTM, i cried so hard in my room with my roomate, she purposely stayed longer in hostel (already finished exam for few days d) just to accompany me, spent more time 2gether talking in room while i was packing my stuff....

On the last day, she helped me carried and dragged my luggage into yung's car.... i tried my best not to cry bcoz my dear was thr.... my roomate followed us to airport... On the way to airport, i can see my roomate was crying quietly at the back seat by looking at the driving mirror.... my heart melted... hardly to control my tears drop down to my cheeks... gosh.... staring on my bf's left face while he was driving... felt like still got a lots of things want to tell him...but i dun wan to talk much coz i really scare i will cry like a crazy girl...haha....b4 reaching airport, my roomate gave me a hand-made card...she asked me to open it when i reached home...

When i reached Kch home, I saw my parents and family happy faces welcoming me back and congratz me for doing hard work in study....they r so proud of me... [HUGS] Thanks for the support all this while, mum, dad, sis n bro....love u all....I opened my luggages... opened the card from my roomate...OMG....i was crying so hard.... she wrote a long message for me with all cute and pictures of ours.... touching....i can't sleep that nite.... coz i really miss u guys.....love u dear...

After 1 week in Kch, my bf came back home~ he came back after settled his new workplace and new home in JB....I was attending a law (driving) class on the 1st day my bf came back kch.... after back from the class, he fetched me to have seafood dinner with his family at "Bunta" ( 1st time having dinner with his family....nervous....) haha! Enjoying doing sushi and having steamboat at his home too and of coz he also invited to have dinner v my family at satay house. That was celebrating Mother's Day too.... after 1 week, is time for him to go back JB again and start his 1st and new job... i m proud of u dear... u r the best....gambatte ne~

After few weeks in Kch, i found a part time job at tHe Spring... EVENT CREW... for Spell-It-Right.... two days job i earned rm160... it was tiring but fun....enjoy working with all KL SIR's staffs.... :)
On the next day i went to saloon to straighten my messy hair....haha....rm160 GONE.....

what else...?
Ahaks! i joined HIP HOP DANCE class now! unbelievable? Jess...u can do it, haha....
its true...i really joining a dance class at mendu road....Earth Dance....
with two funny dance teachers and a group of nice dance friends~

Having a enjoyable moment with my bbf too....maxine...
we went to take pichas at phil art :) haha....with July promotion....cheap....
Just want to try....

After 1 month, i received an interview invitation letter from ministry of education!!! lol....
prepared so hard for it.... what a stressful week i have after my study life....
i tried my best in it...and now i hope to get a good news soon....
thanks for family and friends support.... all the best to all of u too!

After interview....

I received my Convocation invitation letter...UTM 45th convocation....settled all the payment 2day....

i booked a ticket kch-jb & melacca too!........yahoo.... i m going to JB this Thursday to meet my honey b..... see ya guys!

to be cont.... aftr i come back from johor ya.... muacks!

有你真好

2010-04-10T10:37:00.000-07:00

有你真好這時候最能讓我想起你多希望你在這裡 oh~~~ 你總是願意把你的手心借給我握緊該往哪裡我總是依賴著你你是我的方向感 oh~~~ 我可以確定你會帶著我朝對的方向前進 I'm thinking of you. 我有你真好你能讓煩惱變得渺小我遇見一個最懂我的人我會提醒自己把這份愛收好 I'm thinking of you. 我有你真好只要牽著你的手就知道我不是一個人在這世界停靠因為我擁有你在我心裡 thinking of you. 有你真好 thinking of you. 嗚～哦～該往哪裡我總是依賴著你你是我的方向感 oh~~~ 我可以確定你會帶著我朝對的方向前進 I'm thinking of you. 我有你真好你能讓煩惱變得渺小我遇見一個最懂我的人我會提醒自己把這份愛收好 I'm thinking of you. 我有你真好只要牽著你的手就知道我不是一個人在這世界停靠因為我擁有你在我心裡因為有你我看見世界的美麗 I'm thinking of you. 我有你真好只要牽著你的手就知道我不是一個人在這世界停靠因為我擁有你在我心裡 I'm thinking of you. 我有你真好只要牽著你的手就知道我早已經歷永遠和缺少因為我擁有你在我心裡 thinking of you. 有你真好 thinking of you. 有你真好...

happy birthday to my dear bamboo......love u always...

知足常乐

2010-03-12T19:48:00.000-08:00

from Hotmail...

這條短信，真的很好 !

錢多錢少，够吃就好。人醜人美，顺眼就好。人老人少，健康就好。家窮家富，和氣就好。老公晚歸，回來就好。老婆唠叨，顧家就好。孩子從小，就要教好。博士也好，賣菜也好。長大以后，乖乖就好。房屋大小，能住就好。名不名牌，能穿就好。兩輪四輪，能駕就好。老板不好，能忍就好。一切烦惱，能解就好。堅持執着，放下最好。人的一生，平安就好。不是有錢，一定會好。心好行好，命能改好。誰是誰非，天知就好。修福修慧，來世更好。天地萬物，隨缘就好。很多事情，看開就好。人人都好，日日都好。你好我好，世界更好。總而言之，知足最好。説這麼多，明白就好。這條短信，真的很好。不發给你，是我不好。

SMILE　ＡＬＷＡＹＳ　
～my ｃｕｔｅ bb ｎｅｐｈｅｗ～

JESSICA’S a.k.a MISS TAN’S JOURNEY IN TEACHING MATHEMATICS

2010-03-12T19:23:00.001-08:00

Everyone have their own definition about Mathematics. For me, it’s about symbol, numbers, space, measurement and science of nature. In mathematics education, we have to understand that learning mathematics as accumulating facts and procedures to learn mathematics as an integrated set of intellectual tools for making sense of mathematical situations. We need to help students correctly understand the concept of numbers and the principles of operations so that such understanding can lead to skillful solving of mathematical problems. Besides, we also need to motivate students to solve various types of problems by using basic problem solving strategies. The most important in teaching mathematics is doing a lot of exercises. Practice makes perfect.

After my matriculation course at Labuan, I have planned to take architecture course. I like drawing and photography. But I didn’t make up my mind to choose this course and finally I had filled in all 7 choices for educational course, all about Mathematics. I was impressed on the achievements for both of my parents. They were Mathematics teachers too… I can feel that they are very happy to become a teacher because I enjoyed listening to their story in school. And every year when Teacher’s Day, I enjoy unwrapped their presents from students…”HAHA”…like my Birthday! It showed those students’ respect and appreciation for their teachers. It really touched me, feeling deep inside my heart. That is why I choose to be a Mathematics teacher at last. My parents will be very proud of me. I am sure they will.

On May 2006, I received the interview letter from Faculty of Education, UTM! I was definitely very happy because it gave a hope to me that I will be a teacher soon. Many people will think that teacher profession is a simple and easy job. But I never felt that way because since I was small, I saw every hard work my parents did, everyday they would prepare their teaching aids and writing their lesson plan, marking students’ homework as well. Besides, understanding human, psychology is very important for a teacher. We have to understand every type of students, using the appropriate approach to teach them. Sometimes, I think that we can not only learn this from theory and books, we need to listen to experienced teacher or elders, practically experienced it ourselves, and then we will really learn it.

During four years educational course in UTM, I learnt a lot of educational subjects, for examples, Psychology, Sociology, Philosophy, and other educational subjects. For me, those subjects really hard to understand theoretically, even I have tried my best in understanding them but I still need to memorize them for examination. The perception changed after I trained for teaching practical during my 5^th semester. Seriously, I can learn better in practical. From here, I applied what have I read and learnt in UTM. So, I think faculty and lecturers should give students more examples and learn it in practical way such as activities like sketch and teaching practices.

For Mathematics subjects, since I am taking major in Mathematics. So have to learn a lot advanced Mathematics in 4 years course. Before this, I felt that Mathematics is a very easy subject. But now I feel that it is so hard and tough! Anyway, still have to face it and try my very best in learning it. That is when we learn mathematics; it is different when we teach mathematics. As a mathematics teacher, we have to make students understand the basic concept of mathematics before getting to harder part. This is because understanding is very vital in solving mathematics problems. Besides, group work activities can improve the class environment and interest in learning mathematics. The activities such as mathematics puzzle game, Sudoku, quiz and tournament. Teaching is a very unique and interesting for a teacher. Teacher has to use every single approach that they know to teach students in order to have active class learning and teaching process.

In conclusion, I am very happy because I learnt a lot during 4 years in UTM. Besides, I found that teacher is a very professional and meaningful job in the society. I will try my best to become a good teacher! Yea…

感到很安慰

2010-03-12T09:11:00.000-08:00

给特别的他写的信

你的出现，让我感到非常开心。从前的你，是我的要好的朋友。现在的你，是我最疼爱的男友。
谢谢你一直以来都那么的关心我，在我不开心的时候，就会突然的出现安慰我，逗我开心。
你是我身边的守护者，默默的保护我。爱你！一起加油。。。一起毕业！。。。YS

给最好的她（一）写的信

你永远是我最要好的朋友。不管距离多远，我们还是一直在鼓励着对方，十一年的友情。。。谢谢你，谢谢你的存在。。。想你！要加油。。。淑菁

给最好的她（二）写的信

你是我最运的一颗星，照亮了我。。。教会了我很多人生的道理，也教会了我保护自己，让自己有自信，改变了。。。最喜欢听你讲美容的东西了，就像e-magazine那样。。。哈哈。。。最开心的是我们原来有那么多共同点。。。
真的很谢谢你。。。嘉秀

给朋友们写的信

谢谢你们的鼓励，很开心因为有大家一自以来的陪伴。。。mehchun, mingfong, huiyee, huiping, smm & so on...

Hectic season

2010-03-09T22:04:00.000-08:00

Last few days ago, when i was arranging my daily schedule, i found that i have NOT ENOUGH time to complete my tasks assignments...final year project... and i have to participate in STUPID STUPIAKKKKKKK BIG camping, sports and talk... then next week will have 3 days program anak angkat at Nusa Jaya...continuously.....HUHU...i gonna miss my dear and ji muis...

arr!!! (shout loud2 to release...)
mummy~ help me~

i can't wait to finish this last sem!!! but i gonna miss utm too........

You are the only One

2010-03-01T21:55:00.000-08:00

2627~
our lucky number...~.~

the moment You hold my hand, i can feel the truth inside ur heart, telling me "i won't let u go and i will take good care of u 4eva~"

The most wonderful of all things in life, I believe, is the discovery of another human being with whom one's relationship has a glowing depth, beauty, and joy as the years increase.

This inner progressiveness of love between two human beings is a most marvelous thing, it cannot be found by looking for it or by passionately wishing for it.

Love u, my dear~

永恒。。。

2010-02-02T08:48:00.000-08:00

How u define the word FRIENDSHIP

2010-02-01T18:38:00.000-08:00

It was a tired day for me, came back from class and tried to take a 30mins nap for that afternoon. Then have to start my revision for Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday tests.... Stress... i Can't close my eyes, my eyes were seriously tired but my mind keep on thinking and thinking.... so i make up my mind to ON my blog to read my friends' blogs and check on FB.... what i found???

something that can release my stress? something that add on my tension? something that make me happy? .........

T.T incidentally saw my 11 years (Kuching) BFF's status.... i was so shocked! and i can't believe that.... my heart felt so cold at that moment....for few mins... i MSN her, but she dint reply (coz away). so i wait... waiting and waiting......my heart beating so fast...... i tell myself "issit ME?" she referred to?? suddenly felt like wana CRY.....
30mins later....Tergggg~ (nudged~msn).....

finally she replied. i ask her wats goin on? is she ok? She told me that she is ok, only gt own prob...stress & tension.. (ME TOO! cry..) thats the only answer i got.....?!
i tell myslf, i trust u....

so i said,OK THEN , i also need to keep goin on with my revision...... BUT it takes whole day, can't focus on my book..... damn tired.....

WHY WHY WHY!!!

somebody? i need a shoulder to cry on~

P/S: writing this blog is simply to shout out my feeling.... nothing now..... we r ok....

You must love yourself

2010-01-29T21:29:00.000-08:00

You yourself as much as anybody else in the universe deserve your love and affection. ~ Buddha

The person who loves himself only can be liked and loved by others. We know what we are. If we have the good qualities in us and feel good about it, then others will be charmed by us. Only then will others admire us.

But, how do you love yourself? You can do that only after imbibing the good qualities that'll charm people. Are you ready to do this?

i m lucky, u r thr for me

2010-01-29T02:22:00.000-08:00

taking pic v my cute portrait...

Loud Speaker's CNY angpao~ so cute.....

Loud Speaker's K room's wall.....

a way to release stress?? Ivy, hugs.....

Oranges

2010-01-29T00:58:00.000-08:00

This will be the final sem....the "last but not least"......
mandarin oranges for my coursemates and lecturers......

Mummy, I love U

2010-01-22T00:35:00.000-08:00

Thank you for loving me,
Having me in.
All you have given
Now I hold within.
Kid in a vacuum
You made your own,
Or else I had been
Unborn and unknown.*

I turn, and you are there for me;
I speak, you understand.
I feel cared for, but also free;
You lead but don't command.

I'm fortunate that I was born
To someone just like you;
I love you, not just as my mom,
But for what you are and do.

p/s: * daughter & mum... look alike?* XD

Phi + Psi = Pisai ( in hokkien means nose shit a.k.a tahi hidung)

2010-01-20T22:27:00.000-08:00

I m totally lost in U…

Lost in P.D.E….

I can’t catch up on what my lecturer taught, he use a lot verbal teaching method… even a long long equation, he just read it and we need to ON our ears clearly… I did ON it…full volume kok… but still hin hin….

The example for the equation (read):

3 w phi phi plus 3 w psi psi plus in bracket 6 p plus 1 w phi plus in bracket 6 q plus 2 sqroot 3 w psi plus in bracket 3 p sqr plus 3 q sqr plus p plus 2 sqroot 3 w equal to zero.

Dushhh………..

At the end, I only remember Phi+Psi= Pisai

Next…

Lecturer: ok…now try to classify… …..bla bla bla….

Students: “????”

Lecturer: yes, do it… NOW…do it…quick…

Jess: ape ni?

Nadiah: huh???

Jess: mcm ni ke?

Eifa: ye kot…

Jess, nadiah, eifa : ENtah la….

Jess: *yawning*

In fact, he is a good lect and showed his hard work in teaching…..

But I can’t learn like that…

Tell me, tell me…who will be my guide??

“Craving my PDE’s book & notes at room lorrrrrrr”

smile again

2010-01-19T05:44:00.000-08:00

My moody mood gone d....
after i got this....
haha.....
(girls..... *giggle*)

so full~
i ate a lot today...
dinner--->bread---->milo---->sundae choc--->? (planning to eat f.fried, keropok,..etc) but....

Gosh! what's goin on v me today!
failed my diet plan......urrr.....

Thanks to my friend who acc me to McD...
*smile*

stupid B.I.G

2010-01-19T00:51:00.000-08:00

B.I.G buttock!!!

Last nite study my boring subject (pend. kekeluargaan), make me felt asleep, so i called my bff, Max at Kuching. talk with her bout my probs and she told me her "ridiculous" probs too. Told me about her study and friendship prob again.... sitting at the bench outside my hostel wing, feeling so cold and sleepy, so we hang up the call, and get back to my own room. study awhile then went to bed by 12am. This morning wake up at 9am and get ready for 10am class... P.D.E... my head is spinning coz the lecturer teach too fast.....haiz~ blur me..... then at 11am, Pend.Kekeluargaan class (Hypnotism class) i tot i gonna have quiz 2day, but the class suddenly canceled. huh~ hapi for 2 secs~ while waiting for bus at my fac, i heard that we will have the BIG taklimat 2mro but not confirm... i start pek chek d..... when i heard "B.I.G", these 3 alphbts.....i hate it!!!! Then lunch with my cozmates at U7cafe... suddenly received a sms and call from my class monitor, Amir. He told me that my name for the B.I.G olahraga is in the 5th-7th list.. [SHIT!! i will be back to Kch on 5th].... i really hate my fac management.....they always change the date or anything last minute without any earlier notice... never consider the east m'sia students who oledi bought expensive ticket back hometown... [@#$%^&*#$%^&] urgghh!!! dun care la... change it this thursday....... no hal~ my head gonna burst, so i decided to go to komplex sukan to take a breath....

At Badminton Courts

play badminton with my cozmates [feel like wan to play til my racket terpelanting, putus, patah!!!] and workout at the gym [use the air walker until it burst smoke]...... release my anger..... All because of the B.I.G program that organized by my faculty....ALL BECAUSE OF U!!! Today i feel very pek chek & tension...... KNS..PISSED OFF~ bleck!!!

ya...u...B.I.G....damn u....get it?

My Mr. Elmo

2010-01-16T09:19:00.001-08:00

My Mr. Elmo said "Show me ur smile~"
This is my new toy!! hehe..............

2day went to CS, shopping whole day......
my legs so painful~ huhu~
but.....happy happy happy!....... shop with 2 bffs (Ivy & MC)...
i spent arn rm150 today... coz can't find suitable clothes....
only bought a sunblock (skin food), Veet (watson), 1 blouse, 3 singlets, 1 face cleanser sponge...ate nice XXL crispy fried chicken chop, loh mee, passion fruit milk tea with topping, salad pokpiah
and kan lao pan mian...hehe.........

DIY -manicure- ^^

2010-01-14T23:43:00.000-08:00

Simple manicure for myself

light pink...

what do u guys think?

nice?
haha...
Jess ShokSendiri!
lalalala~

An evening view

2010-01-14T08:16:00.000-08:00

view from my hostel.....

Standing here alone
Enjoying the evening breeze
and nice evening view
for the last semester
in UTM
sounds hard to believe
the nerdy jess 1st day arrived in UTM
felt just like yesterday

i used to think a lot
thinking that.....
what have i learn...
who did i met...
which moment i like the most...
who hurt me a lot...
who bring the best in me...
what subject i like the most...
what stupidest thing i have done...
am i happy?
what actually i want?
i m so confuse...

looking at the blue orange evening sky again...
talking to myself....
reminisce the past...
only me...
alone here tonight...

Aggressive Lecturer's Power Leg

2010-01-12T19:57:00.000-08:00

Specially designed this for my roommate.....haha.....
she is so stress everyday came back from classes... she told me that she got a lecturer who is very aggressive. The lecturer can't control himself, he will kick the dustbin/basket, throw ppl's pen, scold ppl....whenever his students can't do the questions he asked.
pity rommate.....
frighten by her lecturer.... can't sleep well.... bad dream, bad dream..... kolian.....

原来 [处女座]的我。。。

2010-01-11T08:40:00.000-08:00

无意中被我找到在电脑里的一篇文章。。。是朋友曾经寄来的一封email。。。再读回一遍，真得让我发现。。。是有像到的咯！哈哈。。。

處女星座的女人

田希仁

你想擁有一個處女座的女子嗎？首先，請把肩膀上的頭皮拍一拍，頭髮梳梳整齊，指甲剪乾淨，換一套清清爽爽（還帶點洗衣粉香味）的衣服。然後你再慢慢的走近她。處女座的女子雖不見得個個貌美如花，但她百分之百是乾淨、清爽的。而且，她會要求你同樣合乎她的標準。

很多人對處女座的女人有著傳統、純潔、保守的印象。就像古時侯養在深宅大院的黃花大閨女。關於這一點我們可得要修正一下。

處女座的女性比較含蓄害羞是沒錯的，你幾乎無法看到一個處女座的女人在大庭廣眾大聲喧嘩，或是作出誇張的粗俗的動作。他們很細緻，很像個大家閨秀的樣子。至於是否純潔、傳統、保守，那就得看你對這些形容詞如何解釋了。

處女座的女人雖然不會是女性運動的發啟者，但也絕不會傳統盲目的接受一些不合理的安排。她雖然很少大聲疾呼，但內心卻很有自已的主張，而且固執的很呢！對於愛情、婚姻，她當然十分尊重，同時她也會盡心盡力的付出。但是當認定了這是一段不值得眷戀的感情之後，她會義無反顧的轉身而去。平時的她，看起來總有一種寧靜安詳的氣質，但請不要因此而忽略她絕頂冷靜、實際的頭腦。

處女座的女子往往會傳達出一股自我壓抑的氣氛。這對許多男性來說，反到是一種特殊的吸引力。不過你千萬不要用過度熱情的方式追求她，粗俗的求愛行動會把她嚇跑的。處女座的女人的確會壓抑自已的情緒，但是她絕對不是沒有情緒。只是你必須要有耐性罷了。尋找到理想中愛情的處女座女子，是非常熱情而且浪漫的。這一點肯定值得你期待。

你一定聽說過，她是個完美主義者，一切事情都要求盡善盡美。處女座的女人實在很難忍受一個粗心大意笨手笨腳的人。還好她不是個喜歡要求別人幫忙的人，多數的時侯，她都會把自已的事情打理的妥妥貼貼，只是拜託你不要雞婆的去打擾她就行了。

而至於你所做的事情，如果你要請教她意見的話，最好先有一點心理準備。處女座的女人總能在你認為一切完美的情況下挑出一大堆毛病來。真的，她們往往有著與生俱來的分析與批評能力。我認識一對夫妻，太太是處女座的，她的老公有一次告訴我說：「我們結婚快十年了，好像從來沒有做過任何事情是完全符合她的標準的。她總會在我剛打掃完的浴室裡找出一大堆頭髮。我剛洗過的碗上面發現油漬。我剛記完的帳上挑出錯誤。我學聰明了，這些事兒乾脆全拜託她了，省得自已嘔！」這一招倒是挺管用的，也正因為如此，處女座的女人往往給人一種辛勤工作的印象，反正，能者多勞嘛！

不過，你最好要記得，不要隨便批評一個處女座女人。關於這一點她們的確是比較缺乏雅量的。在任何情況下，要她低頭認錯都是很困難的。或許你會覺得不公平，但是請你了解她嚴苛的自我要求已經對自已造成很大的壓力了，別人的批評她自然會受不了！其實她嘴上不承認，心裡可明白的很！

不要對你的處女座情人訴說一大堆遙不可及的夢想，她要的可是真真實實的人生。你那些不夠實際的計劃，會被她批評的漏洞百出。結果只是你自已討沒趣而已。但憑良心說，當你真的遇到問題的時侯，處女座的女人是非常好的談話對象。她會非常樂意為你分憂解勞。同時，以她冷靜清晰的頭腦，幫你理出事情的頭緒。處女座的女人總是能以理性而且溫和的態度，扮演好一個賢內助的角色。

你們的家會很乾淨，但也可能太乾淨了一些。我有個朋友說他最害怕請朋友到家裡去了，因為他那位處女座的太太總是五分鐘倒一次煙灰缸。要不就是把客人喝了還剩小半杯的咖啡，以迅雷不及掩耳的速度收走。只要是有人用過洗手間，她一定趕快進去清理一遍。弄得大家都十分的尷尬。當然，你的那位處女座小姐應該不至於那麼離譜。不過，你還是要有心理準備。她可能每天得花一兩個小時在浴室裡，從頭洗到腳，她可是一絲不苟，而且，她討厭你催她。

不要打亂她的生活秩序，處女座的女孩喜歡生活按部就班，如果你遲到、爽約，把她的時刻表弄得一團糟，她會非常生氣。當一個處女座女子生氣的時侯，她雖然不會張牙舞爪，但是她會一條條的數落你的罪狀，遣辭用句精準有力。而你唯一的辦法就是誠心認錯，別做無謂的辯駁。

娶了她，你就有了一個一流的會計師。你的帳本會清清楚楚，分毫不差。她不會喜歡鬧情緒。她會把自已打理的整整齊齊，不讓自已變成黃臉婆。你每天下班回家，都會有熱騰騰的晚餐。至於你的一切煩腦，她都會樂於分擔，他會耐心的聽你訴苦、冷靜的為你分析。你知道她是個完美主義者，她會努力地做一個完美的妻子。

因此，對於她那點吹毛求疵的毛病。和她要求你每天一定要洗澡的要求，你當然應該「欣然」的接受啦！

LAST MINUTE work.....

2010-01-08T05:13:00.000-08:00

last nite really terrible...
i can't believe that i can be so 'last minute' recently......

messy desk! oh...Jess.....

Mathematics Education assignment which due on friday (2day)... i did it on the Thursday night (last night).. crazy right? huh......

need to find issues on mathematics education. summarize and write synopsis + own reflection bout the articles....
i Hate reading... kill me better.......

my printer makes me angry again...
i refilled three times in 1 night...imagine that how pek chek i was....

wasted a lot of papers....gosh!

my roommate, Hui Yee said i look like a drug addicted person....with those refill inject needle.... =.='''

Ivy brought me some keropok 2 eat gok... hoho....."release my tension" uhhuu? lol...thanks gal...

dirty~ yuick!

Finally done at almost 3am.....
huhu....Panda's Eyes......@_@

The Moral Value: please do not do ur work last minute!!

My BFF is Moody :(

2010-01-05T06:55:00.000-08:00

on the 2nd jan of 2010,

the way u talk, the way u look at me, the way u walk, the way u smile..... i can feel that u r moody...

can't on9 at our college, line damn shit.. so we decided to go Jusco Tmn U to on9. Before that, i accompany ivy to a beauty saloon. she bought 2 products which cost her arn rm380++... Gosh... but anyhow, if the products are good..then sure worth... i believe that it will....

then we moved to Starbucks for a drink + on9. i got my toffee nut which cost me rm15.75... aftr 5mins sitting at thr trying connecting the starbucks' wireless... SHIT! excellent?? how come so slow..... we both felt so pek chek.
then blahh...chaooo....

we go to buy vege at jusco : small bittergourd, tomatos, sausages and some vege... cook for the dinner in hostel.

thats how we spent on our 2nd jan..........

"A friend will be there for you when things are good...but a TRUE friend will be there for you when things are good and also when things are very bad...and just when it feels like you will never smile again...she can put a smile on your face with just with a hug!"

I m Back! It’s me…yea….Panda Queen… New Year thought …2010

2010-01-04T22:33:00.000-08:00

It has been so long din’t updates my blog. Why?

1. I m quite busy ( yakah?) may be…..

2. I m lazy….. (yea….true true…)

3. I m shy…..(hoho…..)

4. Wateva……

Orite….. hemm…let’s see what I m gonna write for my 1^st blog in 2010…

“All about me, REAL, non-fiction”

I m a very simple girl, go anywhere without any make up, I used to be alone, people would think that I m a very selfish and nerdy. YES… I WAS!!

But it past… time change, people around me change, so do I. I have to.. to move to a new century, step into society… come on, this will be my final sem anyway… I told myself, Confidence is the most important for those who wan to be succeeded!

Before that, what make me felt this way!!??

What I can say is…. I MET A PERSON, she built my self-confidence, she advised me, she care bout me….

The shoulder that I m willing to lend….. thanks dear Ivy…

Let’s see what I had changed on appearance all this while (2004-2009)

Actually, I did not change much, MAY BE is the confident smile on my face… I like the make up on my 22nd birthday (the last column pic), thanks to ivy… she helped me make over, arranged a nice dinner for me, we even had a ‘1 night trip’ in JB…SEsAT jalan oii..amoi…. haha…. It was great and wonderful night I have… sweet memory…. LUV ya…..!

I think the most important is “how you think about yourself”. If you think that you r fat, then u r fat!, if u think that u r ugly, then u will be ugly… !! cOME on, upgrade ur mind gals, please think positive way. Keep going and try to make a different today!

"My best friend is the one who brings out the best in me."
- Henry Ford

bye bye .....exam..hehe

2008-05-01T21:10:00.000-07:00

yeah...finally finished my 4th sem final exam le.....hapi ~.~
happy holiday to all!!!!!!!!!!

end of 4th sem....

2008-04-30T05:44:00.000-07:00

waa...dint update my blog since beginning of 4th sem...now already end of 4th sem...

yahooooooo......last paper on friday(2-05-08)....then i will be free......enjoy 2 months holiday....still planning what i m goin to do during this long holiday...
but b4 that, i m still worrying about next semester...i m goin to stay outside da campus...but unluckily i havent found any house rental.......an zhua ho lei.....haiz....

boring....

2008-01-03T04:58:00.000-08:00

4th semester's subjects vry boring...
vry sien....
Arrrr.....

3rd sem result....

2007-12-21T21:13:00.000-08:00

today, my 3rd sem result out d...although still in dean list ...but i m not satisfied with it...most of my friends got far better than me....huhu...sad....
i will try my best next sem! yo!

我真的受伤了 :'(

2007-12-18T21:23:00.000-08:00

窗外阴天了

音乐低声了

我的心开始想你了

灯光也暗了

音乐低声了

口中的棉花糖也融化了

窗外阴天了

人是无聊了

我的心开始想你了

电话响起了

你要说话了

还以为你心里对我又想念了

怎么你声音变得冷淡了

是你变了

灯光熄灭了

音乐静止了

滴下的眼泪已停不住了

天下起雨了

人是不快乐

我的心真的受伤了